I’m a bit late to this one, as I’ve not been 100% health wise. But the 1-1 still is turning in my mind, discussions around the scrolls and how to display them, potentially hanging one of them on a wall as well as having the wave like I did in the exhibition in February. Discussing the framework I have created, the scroll itself being a structure for which to feel free in. I’ve always needed structure in some ways. I would say I dislike it, prefer choas to order. But when there is a structure to hold the chaos, theres is freedom.

That’s something I’ve really deeply learnt over the past two years. Not only in the physicality of the pieces I’m creating, but in how I work. In the area I’m working, in my set up and my process. I was so drawn to rituals in my paper due to this fact, this realisation that it is inherently built within me for order to surround and cradle the chaotic nature of my brain and creativity.

We also discussed exploring video pieces and my current discomfort with the visuals in ‘Ask Anything’. It felt too cliche and done before. Maybe sometimes I judge myself too harshly, but as a response to this I experiementing with two further video pieces that to me, felt more novel.

Alot of discussions around AI, which was fun. I get a bit giddy when talking about it. This unfolding thing that could effect us all, and the smoke and mirrors of the financial side. It could deeply effect us OR all fall apart in-front of us. People are starting to see that the emperor is naked, but that doesn’t necessarily mean it won’t have a profound effect on us all.